When I was 18, I decided to sneak into the local “sauna” to see what went on in there. I hid in the shadows behind a towel bin, and noticed that nearly all of the men were heavy and older, naked or wearing towels. There were also a few much younger guys, so I decided to hide my clothes and get a towel so I wouldn’t get caught.
The younger guys would just wander around, walking down the halls peeking in the private rooms or video room. The video room had a huge screen showing a movie about some teenager at a party with a bunch of chubby mature men; the pale teen kid was on his knees sucking one man and jacking off two others. The older guys sat around watching and jacking off. A younger guy sat down next to one large man, and the big guy just grabbed his head and pushed it down over his prick and started rocking his hips up and down, forcing his erection into the younger guys mouth. After a minute, the young guy started to jack off as he was blowing the fat man’s prick. As I looked around, I realized that all the young guys in the bathhouse wanted to end up sucking off the fat older guys or getting screwed in groups of them in various rooms.
Another big guy stood up and stood the young guy up, got behind him and started to fuck him raw. I noticed a man fully dressed coming down the hall. I was sure he was a manager or something, so I ducked in a wooden door, and found myself in a sauna, naked, with a bunch other big older men. They smiled and said ‘Welcome’, and asked me if I wanted to party with them. I was stuck, so I said OK. After 15 minutes of doing poppers and coke, and watching the gay videos that were running, the man next to me said that my mouth looked so sexy and getting him horny. He pulled back his towel and stood up right in front of me and started to stroke his cock. The man on the other side put his hand on my neck and started to rub it. He said my skin was soft like a girl’s was.
He put the bottle of poppers under my nose with the other hand and pushed my nostril closed and told me to take a big hit. When I did, I felt him push his thumb into my mouth. He started to move his thumb in & out while his other hand was holding the back of my neck so I couldn’t move. I was really rushing from the poppers. I felt him pull out his thumb, and then the man in front of me stepped forward and put his dick in my mouth. While the second man held my head still, this man was pushing his huge prick in & out with his hips. The third man leaned over and started to stroke my penis. He said it was natural for a young guy to get hard while sucking an older man’s cock, and I was so turned on – I was letting a man enjoy my mouth while others watched.They were talking so dirty to me too, like what a ‘soft pussy mouth I had’, and how they knew I’d ‘like to get mouthfucked’, etc. After a while I was on my knees in front of them, holding two cocks and blowing on a third.
They said that I should lay on my back on the bench; they took turns leaning over me and pumping their cocks back and forth in my mouth like they were doing pushups. Every few minutes they’d give me coke or poppers. I must have been in that sauna for 4 or 5 hours with them. Finally they forced all three hard pricks in my mouth at the same time and started to jerk off – as I felt them cumming on my face and in my mouth, I started to cum too. I wasn’t even touching myself.
Ever since then, I enjoy the idea of sucking a man off in public places. I get horny even watching a big man stroke his pole in front of me. Every time a big or older man offers poppers to me and I sniff them, I know I will end up doing something crazy like sucking this cock, because it totally makes me lose my self-control.